Are when nothing is going right in my life yet I don't feel deppressed or aggrevated. When I don't feel in pain as my back decides its time to go bad. And mainly that I didn't have to take any medicine or smoke anything that could make me feel this way. It came about on its own. These are the times I feel really content. I like these times. They are the best. I tahnk God as offten as I can when I feel this way. Cause I know I probably shouldn't be feeling this way because of the struggle I see going...

Well, the last few days my husband and I have been getting a break. My oldest daughter took her babies home wit her and has been acting like a mom, which has been a rare thing for her to do since both babies were born. But today she bought the babies over here and told us she needed a break now. I told her she never gave us a break when she was leaving them with us all the time. But she looked tired so I gave in and also because I have missed my grandbabies. Though the 2 year old one is being terrible...

What does tough love have to be? Is it being mean to someone you love when they are mean to you?

My oldest daughter doesn't wanna do right by us when it comes to her babies, a 1 & 2 year old, whom we keep all the time. She wont help us out and she wont even act like they are her children until she takes a notion to do so. And then she isn't greatful to us when she does come around to see the babies or get them over to her trailer next door. She says we're not good granparents,...

Sometimes it seems like problems will never go away. The problems just keep on pileing up on you and it all just seems so hopeless. Why do we live anyway if this is the way life is going to be? Whats the point? There are days when I have all of the answers I need to make me feel content and happy to be alive and everything feels so good and goes right. I just wish to God I had these days more often.