I thought it might be intresting to see a personal side to everyone here.



I am a married male who loves his wife more then anything. As of yet I have no kids only the four legged kind. I am not the same person I was. Twenty years ago I would snap your neck just because I could. I am still missing two years of my life that I can not remember to this day. I do remember that during those two years I did try to kill myself with drinking & drugs because I lost my first real love to cancer.
I am not bitter not filled with that kind of anger but at times it still rages within me and I hate myself for that.
I have found a religion that does not judge others that harms no one & brings peace to me & my wife.
I still have some issues with who I once was sometimes I can’t sleep because of them. Being with my wife has chased them away for the most part. I have become closer with my mom in the past 10 years but she’s getting old & the thought of her death scares me. The little boy in me still needs her the adult in me is pissed that we didn’t bond more. I hope that we have kids soon so they can know what a wonderful mom I have.
I sometimes wonder why I don’t have a lot of friends but deep down I know why. I can’t trust anyone I have one good friend & he’s too far away & I miss him a lot. I just turned 40 last week & I have to find a way to make something of myself that I can be proud of for myself if nothing else. I am a married male who loves his wife more then anything.

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I worship the old Gods because my heart tells me too not because I am told too.

I think it would be better to let those here share what they want too about themselves that way they can share only what they want.

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I worship the old Gods because my heart tells me too not because I am told too.

I am open to questions

I am Tony 41 married for the second time, sales manager, 15 month old son, In the UK, Biker and blessed with Love

I put most up on my intro and the ACIM board so i wont go into everything again but I would like to tell Norwood thankyou for a beautifull post

I hope you dont mind me saying this and I mean no offense
I found myself asking the same things at 37 - is this what i am - is this it ?
The murky past i didnt like etc etc

I used to say
When i die i will have "here lays Tony, he was a good salesman" IS THAT IT?

................ It just felt "wrong"
There was something more


Then I found my worth or better remembered it - right in front of my nose all the time - better i didnt find it - i was led to it

LOVE

I was just too busy looking "out there" for IT

Who says it cant be simple - wouldnt perfection be exactly that ?


Oooooo and wifes getting her new horse this weekend - wipes brow

Bless you all

I'm open for questions too, my life is an open book. Vivian, 46 years old, mother of 4, house wife, teacher of spiritual consciousness and in a relationship for the last 10 years.

I live in a small 3 bedroom house with my partner, my two youngest kids (7 an 15) two dogs, a cat and a turtle.

I love being at home, cooking, cleaning and spoiling my family. During the day I answer phone calls and e-mails from students that have become over the years very close friends.

You won't find me at parties..I am a party-pooper LOL My life is all about God.

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May your awareness be perfection

cindy,46...two kids of my own..3 grand baby's one on the way ...any day now..two mini horses....4 cats ..two dogs..one pot belly pig...born in Germany, Dachaue...raised here in the states...I earn a living as a cometologist....was married for 20 years....I have lived with the same fella friend for the last 8 years.....I love my job, I enjoy hearing all the life storys....I love reading all the posts here on the forum...wow what a lot of reading....

I am open to questions, but I reserve the right to refuse to answer if the question makes me uncomfortable.

I am Kelly, and I am 34 years old. I am an ordained minister with the Universal Life Church and Universal Ministries. I have a small wedding business/ministry and love it.

I am also a student at University of Phoenix, and will graduate in July with an associate's in business. I plan to continue my education and earn a bachelor's too, I am just not sure what direction I will move in next.

My current job is for the local school district driving a school bus. It is a fun job because I work with kids, but also a dangerous job because of the road conditions in Central WI in the winter.

I am married; we just celebrated our 10th anniversary yesterday (12-11-07), and we have two boys. We recently added to our family with a furry friend (dog).

In my free time (lol that is a myth), I like to chat on forums like this one, read all sorts of books and topics, and watch movies with my familly. As a family we also hike, fish, and camp. The boys like to go hunting with their father, but I usually skip that.

I guess that is me in a nutshell. Any questions?

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"Philosophy is a walk on a slippery rock
Religion is a smile on a dog."