when I found all of these things out for myself. I have been hearing for a long time that Christmas wasn't the real date for Christs birthday, but just never did feel it was very important and just felt I needed to show respect for His birthday and not listen to the stuff of people trying to mess up Christmas for all of us who wanted to. So I heard from Christian's everywhere as well.
Then, and it hasn't been very long at all, maybe not even a year, but many months ago I began to pay attention to exactly what I was reading. From people on forums and links to historical information. Also I was given books to read which had a lot of historical information as well, and it was like the blinders had been pulled off of my eyes and I could truely see what I was reading and was struk by a bit of shock. I couldn't believe I hadn't been paying attention when I heard things about Christmas not being Jesus' real birthday, and I hadn't even given it the attention it deserved at the time.
So many thing have had their own shock effects on me since my eyes seemed to see again after being blind for so long. At first I was too surprised and began to think maybe the information was just a lie, but then I finally had to accept it all as the truth. Now, I am so terrible at telling others in my own family about what I've learned, and I read everything I can find so that I can have the facts where I wont look to much like the fool whos trying to preach a new false religion. My brothers and sister find it all interesting, but I'm not sure what they do with the information, wheather or not they do like I did once and put it out of their heads as nothing for them to concern themselves with is anyones guess.
My children, who are 15, 18, and 20, and used to me trying to teach them things, listen to me much more enthusiastically than my other family does. For this I am totally greatful for. They love to throw the questions my way though and sometimes I need to go back and look up the answers for them. My girls are all very slow learner, like me, and it takes them time to get information into their heads. But they can learn and I'm the kinda person who believes you never stop learning till you die, here on earth that is.......
