Hello Everyone,

My real first name is Jeff , and back in Nov. of '06', I had a very transforming incident in my life. I say 'incident', because it was literally a spin-out while driving that triggered a succession of events that I don't think I would have paid attention to otherwise.

The title of this thread may find some here to stir with great concern or emotion, wondering what this 'newbie' to this website is all about.


To begin, I encountered what I believed was a mystical experience in the month of Nov., whose initial characteristics came in the form of 'numbers'- specifically the number '13'.
This number anomaly that I encountered, left me with the feeling that I was given 'bad luck', and in weeks following, I thought maybe I had possibly died, but was being given a chance to square my life with 'G-d'(as if in sort of 'Judgement').
*Without going into all the specifics, I was listening to a Talk Radio Show on 'Revelation 13', and in an instantaneous moment, I 'knew' how that Revelation could be written as a Prophecy, and I wrote in my Minds Eye this:
*The Logical Destiny of Man because of the Ego attachment to the Material Realm.
Although I couldn't get through to the radio show(line was busy), I continued to think on this subject,, and then fifteen minutes later, I spun out on the road.

Consequently, I made direct connections between both the 'War in the Middle-East', and 'Global Warming'; and my view that the 'Industrial Oil Paradigm' was the summarization and exemplification of the 'Ego gone un-restrained', and that in 'Genesis 2:15/2:16/& 2:17', came the whole truth of why we still pay for 'Adam's Sin' to this very day.
*Mind you, I never read the Bible before this past November(though I was Bar Mitzvah'd in 1973; and I was a lousy student ).

I'm certain most people here know that passage well, so the 'Garden of Eden' was given as Adam's 'charge'("Keep and Till the Garden"), and then he's given two clear choices, and I personally believe that '2:17' was our 'Ego'(which knows not how to 'measure' our actions).

And now my take on 'The Coming Time of Messiah(Mashiach)'.:
I became horribly obsessed with this 'Concept', and my belief that it related to what we are seeing in our world right now, and on the job I had for 18 years, I couldn't shut my mouth about that, the Bible, Global Warming, and the War in the Middle East.
*I was even making Prophecies, and prescribed an immediate course of action. I literally told people that 'I had to Save the Planet'.
*These actions transpired with me almost losing my job, and I didn't work for 5 months, until a Therapist would say I could return to work.
I almost suffered a total mental breakdown during this period, because I couldn't convey the urgency I had, but more so, a complex set of ideas that intersected a theory I had which intersected 'Kabbalah', 'Relativity Theory', 'Sacred Geometry', and the Noetic Sciences(and possibly some other ideas that ran the whole range of ideas that explored 'Quantum Phenomena' of the Material, the Psyche, Consciousness, and Spirituality'.
*Unfortunately, when one doesn't have a firm foundation in these areas, you run the risk of confusing things- let alone confusing others in the process.
To say the least, my 'almost total breakdown', caused me horrible mental torment for at least three of the months that I was out of work. I went into a horrible depression along with sleep deprivation- and that contributed to the confusion during these so-called 'Therapy Sessions', because my thinking became very dis-jointed(and when discussing certain ideas like I was, it just messed everything up 'bad').

*I'm not actually certain there is 'one' specific discipline that covers all of these, but I wish there was someone to speak to(and quickly) that could help qualify some of my thinking.
I am aware that both Dan Winter and John Keely have tried combining some of these seemingly seperate academic disciplines, and also of a website(goldennumber) that veers into these disparate arenas of learning.

*Real quickly(because I must head to work):
The 'Time of Messiah' has a key word for me and that is 'Time'.

I've looked at theories on 'Relativity' for quite a while, and although my knowledge is limited, I am very Imaginative.
Uniquely, the concept of 'Time' relates to the 'Observor', and as we know, an 'Observor' must be of Sentient nature and Organic.
Anthropic Theory of Life focuses on the Element 'Carbon' for all Organic Life.
With this in mind, the Gematria(from Kabbalah) Number for the 'Messiah' is '358'.
These numbers: '3','5','8',(358) are Fabonacci Numbers(from Sacred Geometry), and they intersect the Golden Ratio/Divine Proportion, which is also known to be the Signature of 'G-d'.
In fact, Carl Jung claimed to be able to 'link' the Human Psyche to the Golden Ratio.

My point is(and there is much more), is that if this 'Time of Messiah' relates to the Observor(Carbon Organic Life), and we are literally 'Burning off the Carbon Fossil Fuels', what does this mean for Mankind and the Future of this Planet?
My Obsession with these issues late last year, had me researching what the 'Fail Safe' levels(Pre-Saturation) of CO2 in our Atmosphere would be, before a total Eco-System Breakdown that we could not recover from.
I've called Dr. Bill Chameides who is with FightGlobalWarming(and the Environmental Defense Foundation), and he says they are not even certain, but that 'possibly' the range is somewhere between 420-450 PPM of CO2.(but they don't know).

*I personally(without a doubt), feel the level is this '358' Number, and my Prophecy was that we must get below that number by this coming November 13th(that was my vision)..

*I will attempt to finish this later after work(it becomes more interesting).

thankyou,

Jeff

Welcome to this forum Jeff! I look forward (with great interest) to reading the rest of your post : )

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Hi Jeff! A very warm welcome to you!!

(You may want to check out A Course in Miracles, under "workshops" for more information on the ego. )

Welcome to the forum, Jeff. We are happy to have you here. Your revelations and observations are very interesting. I agree that we have to do something about cleaning up our environment and preserving fuels, etc.

It sounds like you had a major breakthrough and it happened suddenly. You then have had to sort it all out for several months.

Looking forward to getting to know you.

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Hi, Jeff. Welcome to the forum. I can't wait to read the rest of your story. I am definately intregued about the rest. Can't wait to see if the rest of your posts are so interesting.

Hello to Everyone, and thankyou for your responses and welcomes.

I didn't come home as soon as I thought I would, so I will have to limit things for now(I am very tired). I do think you will find the full story of my experience quite fascinating.

I'm quite anxious to convey an urgent message, and I feel the lost months (when I became ill), may have allowed a critical time-line to have passed.
That may sound cryptic and 'self-grandiose', but I only know what had happened at the time, and I really believe I had some kind of devine connection occur that allowed me to tap into a limited frame of the future.
I'm actually just now wondering if my own pessimism and lack of confidence in others(especially our leaders to 'do the right thing'), has anything to do with what I believed was a 'vision'? I know I didn't second guess things at the time though.
*I am also aware that 'high stress' can cause activation of the Pituitary Gland causing the secretion of this 'D.M.T.' which causes a psychedelic like experience. Actually 'D.M.T.' is the synthesized version of what our Pituitary will naturally produce(and its a very long molecular name).

Anyway, by Tuesday evening I will complete this.

Everyone have a nice day,

Jeff

Dear Jeff,
I too see that what we receive as intuitions, visions and mystical experiences is is according to our own understanding. A friend of mine told me a few years ago that I would be teaching metaphsics, that was where she was at. One can not receive what one can not perceive.

But besides that fact, our interpretation of that which we receive is also according to our interpretation. When a girl went missing I saw in meditation where she was. Besides other things, I was shown a silver triangle that was pointy at the top. I assumed it must be a mountain or a tree top, I could not come up with something else. The next day her body was found next to a church that had a silver pointy top.

I try not to interpret the visions I receive and just to pass them on as symbols. Hope you have a blessed day too!

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Thankyou 'angeleyes',

That book was recommended to me many months ago, but having had so many distractions(and being a very slow reader), I had to focus on what I was able to.
I tend to be on my own path, so although I am strongly aware of how 'Ego' effects everything(*I even think it is the 'Ego that Caused the Manifest Universe', by activating what you could say are 'Creative Hormones of Causation').
I am able to say that, because the larger part of my objective is to prove that the Universe is literally the Living Body of 'G-d', and these things that are known as our 'Constants of Physics', are in Reality part of the Autonomic Nervous System of 'G-d'.

I've had some limited study(which came about accidentally) with the Autonomic Nervous System. It appears that our astronauts experienced a crisis within their 'A.N.S.' when they came back into Earths gravity field- back in the 1960's. In fact, this 'Zero Gravity' research is one of the top science projects being funded- because there will never be long term deep space flight until this is resolved on the ground.
Essentially, Gravity 'recognizes' the A.N.S.
In my opinion, Gravity is analogous to the 'Immune System' Function inside of Sentient Organic Life. In fact, it is immunity that differentiates and causes 'Essential Identity'.
With Gravity, it appears to differentiate the order of Space, Time, and Energy. So basically, Gravity enforces 'Order' and keeps 'Harmony', and that is exactly what our Immune System does.
In essence, they are both the 'Observer'(per se).

I hope I say this right(I am supposed to be getting ready for work ), but I am certain that the Universe operates upon a Binary like code of 'Self Interest'(need), and 'Facillitation' of that need. That said, I think it Ego that would be essential requirement for that to give 'First Cause', and that would manifest with great Emotion('Big Bang' Theory), and the physical character of this 'Creation', would create Motion that circles about itself(therefore the 'Aether Wave' and our Centripetal-Centrifugal Fields- which we interpret as Gravitational Fields).
*This concept of 'Binary' is understood as a 'Feed-Back' program in computers- and also in a Quantum Theory of the Universe(as a computer), but I think the real 'Binary' in all this commotion, relates to these:
1.Ego
2.Emotion
3.Self Interest & its Facillitation.
*Since the Universe is always circling about itself(Observing Itself thru Motion), then it meets essentially the definition of what our own 'Central Nervous System' is doing, but more so, what our 'Autonomic Nervous System' is doing(keyword is 'FeedBack'). Feedback enforces the Binary Program.
*What is different in my perspective, is that this 'Binary' constantly asks whether the HARMONY OF THE 'EGO' IS BEING MAINTAINED, and that is how Gravity is constantly involved in 'Regulating'.
*Our 'Autonomic Nervous System' does exactly that, so if the connections(or correlations) are made between how our own Endocrine System operates as a 'Feed-Back' mechanism to regulate all 'Cycles of Time'(which is energy) within our own Body, then its not too far a leap to connect how this 'Zero Gravity' problem has actually offered an accidental insight into the 'Very Strong Possibility'(and I'm certain of it), that 'Gravity is the Sentient Connection' that literally Proves that 'G-d' is Real, and is also the 'Whole of the Universe'.
*Its also important that all peoples of this Planet should know this, because what we do to each other, and to this Planet, is either 'good' or 'bad' for
'G-d', and as our Global Warming 'emergency'(and there really is one right now, you must believe me on this) continues, well eventually there will be the equivalent of an 'Immuno-Logical' like response that seeks to restore the Harmony within, and to protect the Greater Good of the 'System'(the Living Body of 'G-d').
*This is exactly as our own body works, and if we look at Earth as a 'Cell', the Body will destroy that cell if it is affecting the 'harmony of the whole'.
Since the Universe is a 'Living Integrated System', what happens here will be communicated throughout the whole body(hence, 'Feed-Back').

I apologize but I am really running late, but I want to throw this in quick to help substantiate things:
Some of the top three mysterious(but fascinating) parts of Neuro-Biology are these:
1.Autism(broken mirrors)
2.Savant Syndrome
3.Phantom Limb Syndrome

It is my contention that the issues related to those misunderstood 'Functions' of the 'Brain'(an 'interface' with the Universal Mind of 'G-d'), and Mind, are directly linked to the Autonomic Nervous System(in fact I'm 100% certain of it), and this Autonomic Nervous System is what 'Carl Jung' would have put his finger upon when claiming that the 'Human Psyche'(collective unconsciousness), is 'hard-wired'(my term ) and linked into what the Ancients of Egypt, Mayan culture, the Pathagorean Greeks, and the Jewish Mystics, understood as the under-lying connection that 'Unified' consciousness, spirit, and the Physical world of Matter.

Those three listed above, have all to do with 'Symmetry' and our 'Sensory Mechanisms' that link our 'Internal Self' to the 'External Super Self'(per se), and our 'collective connection' to 'One G-d'.

With regard to Savants, one must ask how they can 'know' without having learned(in the way we interpret 'to learn'). I think they have the equivalent of an 'open door' into the Universal Mind('G-ds' mind).


Sorry I rushed this.
Have a great day everyone(I'll respond more tonight).

Jeff

Thankyou 'Lightkeeper',

I know that I have conveyed what might appear to be an improbable range of 'connected' ideas/concepts(and I know I shouldn't have written any of this in such rushed manner), but what I had happen to me in the months from Nov. thru Jan. of '06', was nothing ever experienced in my life, and I believe without 'any doubt', that I experienced some kind of divine intervention.
I don't know how 'G-d' intervenes, but I had so many incidences with patterns of numbers repeating(and I am aware of 'Apophenia' and its effect).

*I just erased something in my attempt to explain these patterns, but I don't know if it would be believed at all.
I'm somewhat glum right now because my parents live out of state and are elderly, and their health situation is not good. I don't know how to communicate to my Father(who is so strong willed) that he must 'let go' and allow his sons to help him and my Mother(who is in an Assisted Living Facility that is going down hill since being taken over by a company that sells Public Stock). This so stresses me out that I cannot have the kind of 'calm' that allows me to reach the depth of thought that I can achieve at times.
My parents health(especially my Moms), has been a constant concern for years, and I am at a loss as to the solution.
Families should be with each other, and not 3,000 miles apart.
*I will relate now how my concern about my Parents, bears directly upon how the 'Fate' of all us hinges to 'One Thing':

Back in November, I went about exponential in my railings about 'all things Political'. For years here in Philadelphia, Pa., I would always call Talk Radio shows, and speak my mind(and get hung up upon alot too).
I would sometimes be called a Marxist in my thinking(they love to slap labels on everyone.....in order to bracket them, and destroy their arguements), so to play their game, I would say 'Democratic Communitarian Socialist'.

I'm thinking of the best way to say this, but I knew the 'System' was 'not right' from as far back as the early 1980's. I also knew that at some point in the future it would collapse of its own doing. People don't like hearing that, and it was the same when I started analyzing certain parts of the Bible,
and even speaking about what happens during an 'Eco-System' collapse.
It is the Holy Truth when they say that 'They will kill the Messenger and the Message'.
What few could see, is that it is this 'Industrial Oil Paradigm' that is causing both the 'War in the Middle East', and our 'Global Warming' crisis.
*That really bites people wrong for a number of reasons, and the biggest blame is to be put upon our 'Indoctrination' from when we are young, and until we are grown.
We are taught that 'We can Profit off our Brothers'. That is wrong if we are all 'Children of one 'G-d'.
And 'Consumer Capitalism' does not recognize the Limitations of a 'Finite Planet and its Resources'. It is literally Schizoid the manner in which our Economy relates to our Environment.
'Industrial' has Paved Over the Planet, and seperated Families in the process.
Division of Labor divided families from each other, just as the Industrial Revolution divided man from the Land.

It is this 'Industrial' that is the Exemplification of the Ego carried to its extreme, and in the process it has destroyed what 'G-d' gave Adam to 'Keep and Till'(Genesis 2:15).
*That was one of the co-incidences of 'number', because my birthday is on Feb. 15th(2/15).

It is the 'Ego' that knows not 'Measure', and its lack of temperment and control, has wrought mankind his potential destruction.
We have destroyed what was given to us in the first Commandment, and if that isn't the Sin of Sins, I don't know what is.
That 'Trinity'(Genesis 2:15/16 & 17), says everything we need to know.
*This 'Ego' is what 'stirs' all 'Action' Temporal and Ethereal.
*The 'Desire' of the Ego must know its boundary, elsewise whatever it seeks will become a double edged sword(hence, nucleur energy wrought nucleur weapons). This has exponential scenarios playing themselves out according to similar themes.
*As we live our lives, some 'Smart Scientist' is engaging in this 'Super-Collider' experiment which will try to mimic the 'Big Bang' of Creation.
This is pure Insanity considering the inherent Paradox. But they can't see it, they are blinded by their Ego.
*They 'play' with D.N.A., and try to go 'one up' on the Creator and the Creation. Just watch what evil is born of that.
They presently practice something called 'Open Source Biology', and they are actually 'Integrating' different Species together. They 'violate' the critical 'Identity' when they do this(I mentioned this earlier when I spoke about how Gravity differentiates as our Immune System does).
'Identity' is absolutely critical, and violating this is what I believe is meant in Levitcus 19:19 about 'Do Not Mix the Blood'.
*I really believe it wasn't about 'Blood Transfusion', but actually about 'Manipulation' of 'D.N.A.' in Biological Systems.
*There is a book out called 'The G-d Code', and the author believes that it is 'D.N.A.' that reveals the 'Name of G-d'.
*And its not just 'Mixing D.N.A.', they are also talking about 'Hacking into Atoms' ; they are literally obsessed with the 'Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil'(if I can say that).

As I said, when I heard that Talk Show on Nov. 13th, I had an instant understanding of how Revelation 13 could be 'seen' and Prophesized so long ago.

I have 'lost' what I felt months ago, but I know it was real. I changed so much in my private life then; I was literally trying to make myself 'Perfect' and it seemed to be going good for a while.
I went on a strict diet of 'Vegan', and quit a medicine that I took for stress for 5 years. I felt 'Great'!
I tossed out 'Sin'(per se), or, things that were totally un-related to being Spiritual. I should say 'most' of those things.
And when I say 'I lost what I had', I backtracked somewhat, because I recognize that I am 'far from being that kind of person'(Perfect), that could represent this 'Mashiach'(Messiah).
*I believed it at the time though- I really did; maybe it was stress(thats what others 'want me to believe').

'What is Mystical'?:
Someone please explain to me, how I could experience that I was actually 'Adam' in Shame before 'G-d'? What was this experience?
I literally 'experienced' this. No one has given me an explanation.

Or how about crossing a street and coming across some cardboard with the words upon it: 'Action Re-Action', your Lucky Number is '3'?
*Why is this so meaningful to me? Because years ago in the early to mid 1980's, I wrote one of my favorite limericks and its Title was:
'Action Re-Action'
This limerick was about 'Cause and Effect', and man's responsibilities in his actions- and there consequences.[/b]

I can't explain this. How does this happen?

And when I say that I had a vision into the future, I wonder if I possibly deceived myself on this. But, the one thing that I was adamantly convinced of 100%, was that if we didn't get Global CO2 levels below '358' Part Per Million by this Nov. 13, 2007, we 'Will Not Recover'(outside a Miracle).

Our Leaders are not being truthful on this issue of 'Threshold of CO2 Levels'.
They are worried more about their Stock Portfolio Investment, than a 'Real Future'.
People are even being sold on some conspiracy that this is part of some Global Socialist Plot for a 'New World Order'.
*My past will show me as the Ultimate Conspiracy Theorist(this is very embarassing but true), but I can assure you, similar to the claim that 'Global Warming' is Cyclical(it actually is, but what is taking place is something beyond that normal cycle), there really is a 'Conspiracy' to Create a Global 'One World Government'(a Fourth Reich,,, I've read much on this, and have often commented on it), but this has absolutely nothing to do with the reality of the creeping 'Eco-System' disaster that is building and rippling about the global sphere, and there is no 'Environmental Conspiracy' to instigate the theory propagated by Alex Jones(though I agree with him on some other things)..

I want to say something,, I do believe in G-ds' Mercy, and Miracles are granted when people are sincere.
That said, this 'time-line' I've been keyed into can be changed, and this is how I believe that can happen:
I think if the 'Heart' of man changes(the 'Inner G-d Spirit shines true), that similar to how real 'Spiritual Love' can change someone, we can change our
future.
Imagine how we can influence something by 'Doing Good'. Similar(but much greater) to how a Mechanical System works with 'In-Put and Out-Put', I believe the 'Spiritual Realm' responds to its own Binary Program of 'Good vs Bad'.
If we are truly sincere and pray(and 'Act'...as a Rabbi told me), then I believe we can cause the Extension of Time, even avoiding this cycle of Magnetic Pole Inversion that supposedly co-incides with the Mayan Calendar prediction of December 2012..

*I know most of you are thinking I'm way out on this, but I believe this.

*In Physics, they speak about something called the 'Baryo-Genesis', and they can't figure out the odd Pardox of what their measurements indicate.
Check this link, its quite fascinating(and one of the greatest mysteries to our Physicists):
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baryogenesis

*I personally think that the mystery behind this is that it relates to our afore-mentioned little friend...the 'Ego', and that the 'imbalance' that arises(Causation) from 'One Thing', is that there is More Good in the System than Bad.
Our known Universe keeps Inflating in 'Time' as relates to the 'Observor',
and if 'We are Good'(we are the 'Observor'), Life will continue to go on.

Thankyou 'Rev' Kelly.

If you've seen what I've added on since yesterday, you could say that I tend to become 'interesting'.
I think the 'Manic Gene' always adds something a bit extra to the discourse.