I just want everyone to know that I apologize that I have not been consistant in my reply's here.
I have been caught up in so much, and although I recently took some 'time' to distract my intensity, I still have this thing about finding a solution to what I think can avert this global disaster.

I really have two visions that I've experienced, and this is a great burden upon me.
One vision was of an apocalypse, and the other was a way to avert this.
This second 'way', is very complicated, and would be difficult for me to explain in a short period. In fact, it would sound very grandiose at best.

I guess I just want others here to not think of me as what other sites call a 'Troll', because my intentions are serious- but I can only do so much at one time(or be so many places at one time).

Thankyou all, please understand.

Jeff

I haven't considered you a troll and know your intentions are serious. Keep us posted when you can.

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Hey Jeff i happen to find your posts real interesting and there is nothing wrong with beign serious it just shows your strong belief in things and that is cool with me!

Thankyou Comet and Lightkeeper,

I find it very frustrating trying to find an exact center boundary between all peoples(religious, ideological, cultural) that can be appealed to in order to bring an understanding that will help cause peace on this planet.

The 3 above(Religious, ideological, cultural), are not the thing, the important is the Spiritual that binds us all together.

I know we all want calm in our lives. Even the most sadistic person has to want 'calm'(at least for themself).

On the other site on write on, I said that the war in the middle east must stop(by last friday), or we would begin to have geological disturbances occur soon and they will only get more often.

I did not make anything up on this experience on had, or what the meaning behind that Gematria number for the Messiah(Mashiach) was related to.

*I also realize that men are left the choice of their Free Will, and whatever I am supposed to be doing(Save the Planet, or just 'understand'), I cannot stop what is just the natural cycle of life.

I also understand that 'Christ Consciousness' is 'G-d' Consciousness, and what happened to me was to experience the literal 'Cry of Mother Nature', and she is of 'G-d'.
Gaia hypothesis would probably prove that my experience was the equivalent to an 'Open Channel' into the 'Mind' and 'Spirit' of the Body of Christ(per se).

I have no idea what to do with what I understand, because I figuratively was screaming this to people for about two straight months at least, and in variations of that since.
I know I'm doing something wrong. A friend at work told me to think of these three things:
1.Message
2.Motive
3.Venue(actually, it was a term with an 'm', but I can't remember it).

Anyway, I'm convinced that what happened was something more than just coming in touch with this awareness, because I was driven(especially during the Nov. to Jan period) to find that 'middle boundary'(the center of everything where 'the balance point' is) that would bring the word of Truth, and therefore Peace and our Salvation in this Time.

*I know this is possible, I am convinced that is what I was being directed toward.
Knowing me, its probably something very easy, but with me, its a major lack of 'Common Sense', and so it really is probably right in front of me(something so easy).

Hmmmm..... I think its back to the 'Ego' thing, it seems to effect everything in life, and I am even certain the Creation of the Universe(what set it all into motion/action) was 'Ego' of the Purest Kind(love).

During that short period(Nov. thru Jan), I had multiple experiences with people interactions where I was able to turn a negative situation 'neutral'; I even received smiles and hugs at those times(though not all).
I knew it was my 'complete' understanding of the negative part of 'Ego' that allowed me to penetrate the veil of the situation.

*Somewhere in this 'equation'(per se) is the answer to all our problems.
I think its kind of a balance between..............[I can't figure this, I must either think harder, or just pray].

have a nice day everyone........'G-d' Bless

I think we can all understand your situation. Visit as much as you can, and know that we are here to help if you need it.

ohhhhhhh no worries!! i just recently came back after an 11 month hiatus due to personal problems. it's family here... you always welcomed

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Thankyou 'Rev. Kelly',

You cannot help me though, but if you really believe(and I am certain you do), then heed what I've said, because that was 'G-d' speaking to me back last year(even if I heard no voice; but it was 'conscience', and that is the same thing).

Hi Golden Ratio - remember there's no way you can screw it up, because God is ultimately all there is..... And we love you for sharing your innermost thoughts, which (if I'm not projecting) feel right now to be somewhat of a burden for you as well as a gift.

The world/planet is a part of our "dream" so however it goes, we'll all eventually wake up.

And remember to love yourself. Judgement will get you locked in the ego faster than anything........

Hi 'angeleyes',

Even if it is all just some 'collective dream', I'm burdened with a great responsibility because of what happened.
Someone is not shown something for no reason, unless 'this dream' is one big 'Trick', and I dont' view my 'G-d' as a Trickster who would cause pain upon someone.

*Besides, if we are to abide the Bible(and I don't look at it anymore,,,, I saw enough when I was reading it back during the period when I was in this vortex of total awareness) and its stories, then we have to be responsible or we repeat things over again.

We are about to suffer Heat Death on this planet for a period of 5 years straight. There will be no stopping this after Nov. 13th at 1635 hrs.
*It's happening now, but it can be stopped. You must trust me on this.

I know exactly how the Kabbalist's got that # for the Mashiach, and I've mentioned this already on many othe websites.

This is about the future for the children. They've done nothing to deserve this.

*I hope you're right 'angeleyes', because if this is just a dream, we don't have to worry the consequences.

This 'Soul' that we have is beyond the physical plane, but it too must have its own penality for not exercising 'conscience'.
The planet is literally 'going to Hell'(heat death), but as to our 'Soul', I imagine that relates to 'Spirit'(and what level it has risen to).

Sorry, too much for me to think about at the moment.

Either that Bible is a fake, or what happened after Malachi 4 is going to pale in comparison to what I saw in my vision.

Thankyou 'RHEMtron'.