I have nothing to say on these things.

Anyone who already believes will read them and find their faith strengthened. Anyone who doesn't believe will read them and be skeptical of the truth of them.

I can't verify that these events happened or didn't.

Thank you for your reply Asimov and all .
Perhaps you cannot prove these Asimov , but l can and l even have left names such as the hospitals etc .

I am trying to be careful that this doesn't get too carried away or l would have announced these truths well before now but l haven't and for a valid reason .
I am sharing them here for the readers here only l assume and l am surely not trying to make you believe alll this but it can be proven as all these doctors and clients are still about and most are documented in the medical records department in each Hospital and elsewhere and ofcourse l know where each event document is .

However l do not expect you to believe this but since l can prove it and you are reading it , it may be for you also , l don't know but l know it is all true and when l am done posting them here, there is so much more l am leaving out ,that well it is amazing to say the least .

It woild be nice if all here could believe me but , and with all due respect in History many have said and shown stuff and are still denied of the truths whatever they be and are denied of these even when staring you right in your face .

Yes Reiki is an energy system however as strange as it seems l have never applied it as it is defined but l am aware of the level between the client and the Reiki healer's hands of [energy] that is there and l do know how to use this energy but l use the Reiki energy format slightly different than the standard Reiki protocol .

I was calling them " experiments" to myself and looking for different healing systems to try to see if they worked . Every one had worked so far .

In a big Hospital just close to lake Ontario near the great CN Tower in Toronto l was working on the Gi-Gu ward and there was an overload of clients there and some were waiting to go to their appropriate ward .
My client was sitting in med hi Fowler's position which is basically sitting up straight. He had "chronic asthma" and was in mild distress . His wife and young children were there in his room and the room was filled with tension hurt and sorrow and such sadness . I felt their pain .

His wife asked me if " will you help him ? " and instanltly l knew he was my next . I said "yes" .

I went to lunch and in the library l searched for medical knowledge on asthma and decided l would touch hm and "clear his lungs" of fluid and allow him to breathe.
In his room with him and his family l quickly found the point and massaged and all was quiet and a kind of void and wonderment together ,
In a lull of silence l lifted my hands off of him and we all waited .
Then l left the room for something and when l returned his wife was cying with joy and hugged me and thanked me as her husband was completely better and breathing normal .
I thanked God but l still didn't know if God "was doing it or just what it was".
Later that night l asked for God to show me He is real and l heard a voice sort of and l assumed it was God and it said " tomorrow" .
I had no idea what that meant , if it was real or what .

The next day at that same hospital l went straight to that man and he was gone .
He died through the night of congestive heart failure and l went home and l asked God ,,,


" Lord , how can You be so cruel ? "

and l cried.



EDIT this is very difficult for me to post this now but l will continue,

Dear Mooomooo,
You say that you "use" reiki a slightly different than the standart reiki, could you explain how you found out about the method you use and how to use it? You also metioned that on two different occasions you "prayed" and healings came through. What method of prayer did you use? Thanks in advance : )

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vivamis123 .
" could you explain how you found out about the method you use and how to use it?"

the 'how to use it' part of your question is the part l am dealing with now .I know now how it works and explaining it is above rocket science obviously but l say it in what l call " my language" " mooskee language" ,,
Mooskee is my dog and he understands me .
What l mean by that is that what l know now and how l received this Wisdom and knowledge was by a chance sequence of events that led me to learn neuro science etc and what l know is not there in quantem physics neuro science , rocket science etc but my knowledge is in the reality of my Mooskee language .

An energy that shouldn't be here , l who shouldn't have been in Nursing College and shouldn't have been doing healing and 'such' experiments l was doing, and eventually me learning something l should not know,,,,and so much more .

During all these healings l was living alone with my then ten year old daughter . Her mother had died 3 years earlier in a tragic car accident .

When my daughter was seven my wife was moving away and taking our daughter with her and we were seperated and l still loved her .
On the way to her new home far away she stopped to pick up our daughter who had been with me for two months , the summer .

When she arrived l begged her to let her stay one more week and come and pick her up then . I told her how much this hurts me to have her live so far away and after l literally begged her she said " ok" and left without her .

At eleven pm that night l was on the phone with my mom and l said, "mom l cannot live without her , it hurts too much and mom , the only way l will get her back is if her mom dies and that won't happen unless she dies of a car accident or somehthing. mom right now l wish she would die . "
My mom said the things she could but basically said " you have to let her go"

I cried and said bye to my mom .

The next morning by telephone l was told that my wife was killed last night at 11 pm as her car rolled and she died instantly ,,,

and had my daughter been with her she would have died too '.

I thought ,


" God no , not this please " "why so much hurt ? " , but it was so and my daughter stayed with me and is basically still with me today .

Me and my daughter were now alone and she cried for her mother and said " I want my mother " and l cried and l asked God to help me as there was too much hurt .
I then took a picture of her mom and l showed it to her and l said ,

" honey mommy is dead , and she is never coming home l am so sorry baby "

and we hugged and fell asleep and had to go forward and continue .

That's great, but again it doesn't offer much proof since there is no way that the event can be verified that you healed someone by laying hands on them.

It could easily be proven if you did a number of experiments in a controlled environment.

As such, you may have names, hospitals, etc., but so do a lot of people who claim a lot of things that are wrong.

Yes and l am glad l am not having to "prove" anything right now .

Two years after my first wife died she appeared in living Matter and she touched me and she kissed me and then superimposed back to dust and l can still taste it .
That 100% happened and l know this no matter what anyone believes or not and l can imagine what you must think when you read this but it is all not any delusion or illusion and my dead wife did come back from the dead just as Mr Smith came out of his coma was real and the rest and much much more .
You can right off Mr Smith as a neuro wonder but l cannot write off what my dead wife did to me that afternoon she came from the dead .

continued , l need a break and l thank all of you for reading this as it is difficult to say obviously and l am running out of tissue too lol.

l am taking a break now and will shoot some hoops with my grandson , also a witness and l will post what he and l saw next .

You people here are kind and caring and this is good .

mooomooo.

What my grandson ,[ he is 8 years old now ], saw with me l must leave out as he is an upcoming young actor and has been in many movies and commercials and has a big acting resume and his agent does not want him in open net so l will skip that part .

I knew for sure l was Healing people . Some died after and some not . I knew the other 'non- healing'' events occured and l knew l was born with this out of body'' and remote viewing' thing and and l knew it all seemed 'not normal' in realms of what everyone else was doing and living in " normal land" and here was me in " twilight zone lane " in application, and it was continuing .

Every time l worked on the reality of this all , l was stopped .

As l spent years on this working on it's reality and experiment after experiment from winning lotteries with rational to whatever l began to extend my research and really find out what all this was .

I ventured into a Holistic site to see what touch energy systems users knew and l then decided to finally stop my living ,as it was , and spend 100% of my time figuring this out so l took Mr Smith's case , the one l brought of the coma by touch , as l knew this case was real and l ventured into research +++ to figure out how l brought Mr Smith out of his coma and why and since l did it l figured l could figure it out .

I went through neuro science and the brain and so on and l was looking for what they really knew and acupucture research from the university of Hong Kong and so on and l soon realised that my 'high profile' touch healing was not defined anywhere on this planet although basic standard American Holistic Healing Systems were defined for cases such as headache but none were defined with rational as to how to take a person out of a coma by touch . But l knew l did it so why was there no proof or rationale so we all can do it , l thought .

Then my research led me to Einstein and his E=mc2 and l took Mr Smith's event and l put it into an equation of Mooskee Math and there was Einstein's E=mc2 in it but , only in a part of it and only a part of the "whole picture " .

I began to see what Einstein only visioned as he once stated that he felt there was another concept to energy in a 'psi' realm of concept but he never dwelt into it further .

My new non-math equation of my touch energy application to stop a coma was seen by me and l saw the healing in a different format once l incorporated Einstein's E=mc2 and the reversable factor and l know zero of physics etc , just mooskee math .

continued..