NO. It is not "God's" will. Do you really believe that "God" made you suffer these torments, only to tell us about this? Maybe you've created an "Advocacy Group" or something, but can you honestly say that "God" did this for you? For us? And, do you "really" "forgive"?

What have you done? You have protected yourself and your family, that is the best you could have done. You did this. You. Only you.

Whatever you want to say or believe... fine. Footprints in the sand is nice, but doesn't that take something away from your struggle? When he was hitting you, was "God" carrying you? Just imagine what would have happened if "God" wasn't there... What? God let you live? Is that what you're supposed to be thankful for?

How about this... "God"... please don't let this asshole harm me or my children. Ever again. Maybe it did "work", but why couldn't his majesty have worked a little faster? Make things a little better, before you got hurt?

NO god. Only you.

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